{"id":205215,"date":"2015-01-30T10:47:42","date_gmt":"2015-01-30T08:47:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/?p=205215"},"modified":"2019-03-28T13:25:41","modified_gmt":"2019-03-28T10:25:41","slug":"kizimin-avuclarindaki-gokkusagi-205215","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/kizimin-avuclarindaki-gokkusagi-205215\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n avu\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-205216\" src=\"http:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/mg-anasayfa4-206x220.jpg\" alt=\"M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fclhan\" width=\"206\" height=\"220\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/mg-anasayfa4-206x220.jpg 206w, https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/mg-anasayfa4.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 206px) 100vw, 206px\" \/><\/p>\n<h1>NationalTurk yorumcusu M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fclhan&#8217;\u0131n bu haftaki &#8216;K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n avu\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131&#8217; ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131;<\/h1>\n<p>Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z topraklar \u00fczerinde ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmeden ya\u015famak neredeyse imk\u00e2ns\u0131z bir beklentidir.<\/p>\n<p>Hele hele m\u00fccadele i\u00e7inde sert ve kavgaya maruz kald\u0131ysan\u0131z kaybettiklerinizle y\u00fczle\u015fmek her ya\u015f\u0131n bir beklentisi halini al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131lar, \u00fczerimizde kal\u0131n bir kabuk ba\u011flayarak kendimizle kalmam\u0131za neden olur.<\/p>\n<p>Korku ve kayg\u0131 bize \u00f6\u011fretilen \u00e7aresizliklerimizin koruyucu mele\u011fi halini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r!<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015fmak yerine saklayarak \u2018yokmu\u015f\u2019 gibi davranmak onurlu bir davran\u0131\u015f \u015feklinde bize gurur verir.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131m\u0131z, her \u015feyden ka\u00e7mam\u0131z \u00fczerine kurgulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Birine \u201cSeni seviyorum\u201d demenin temizli\u011fi ve safl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerine gitmemiz gerekirken, kaybedeceklerimiz varm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na bencil duygular t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131za kaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ama \u00f6yle anlar vard\u0131r ki t\u00fcm tabular\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131p t\u00fcm kabuklar\u0131 par\u00e7alayan anlard\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Her \u015fey yeni do\u011fmu\u015f bir bebe\u011fin avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mas\u0131na kadar!<\/p>\n<p>2 \u015eubat 1995<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n\u0131n kutsall\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan do\u011furganl\u0131\u011f\u0131 an\u0131ndaki o k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k duygusu i\u00e7indeyken; kuca\u011f\u0131ma gelen canl\u0131n\u0131n bedenini hissetmek.<\/p>\n<p>Kutsal anneden gelen can\u0131n ellerime geli\u015f an\u0131; v\u00fccudumdaki kabuklar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rdama seslerini hissetme an\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcm \u00e7aresizliklere ve \u00f6\u011fretilenlere kar\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131 an\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Annenin memesine sald\u0131r\u0131daki ya\u015fama iste\u011fi ve \u00e7abas\u0131, bizim i\u00e7in ayr\u0131 bir ya\u015fama merhaba deme an\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>O avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 neden s\u0131k\u0131ca tuttu\u011funu anlamakta zorluk \u00e7ekti\u011fim anlar bir kayg\u0131 s\u00fcreciydi.<\/p>\n<p>Ta ki eve gelip kuca\u011f\u0131ma ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ana kadar!<\/p>\n<p>O kuca\u011f\u0131mda avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p avu\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki renkleri y\u00fcz\u00fcme savurmas\u0131 ve bir g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olu\u015fturma an\u0131; t\u00fcm kabuklar\u0131n par\u00e7aland\u0131\u011f\u0131 and\u0131r ki; hani o bencillik ve kayg\u0131 vard\u0131 ya, art\u0131k g\u00fcndeme gelmemek \u00fczere sonsuzlu\u011fa savurdu.<\/p>\n<p>Evet, o avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mamas\u0131 bize verece\u011fi hediyenin do\u011fru zaman\u0131n\u0131 beklemesiymi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Verdi\u011fi renk c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ondan daha \u00e7ocuk hal al\u0131p \u015f\u0131marma d\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fc ona yakla\u015fma ve anlama an\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu bir \u00f6d\u00fcld\u00fc bize;<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bundan sonraki s\u00fcrecinin nas\u0131l olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011finin de izah\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00fcre\u00e7 onun kontrol\u00fcnde ve hi\u00e7bir zaman tadamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir duyguyu bize \u00f6\u011fretmesiyle ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k yok.<\/p>\n<p>Sonsuz bir sevgi a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u015f\u0131marmak l\u00fcks\u00fcne sahip olarak onun \u00f6\u011freteceklerinin tela\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7inde nefes almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda tuttu\u011fu renkleri y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze f\u0131rlatmas\u0131yla ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Anneyle payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilahi sevgi boyutu yan\u0131nda babaya verdi\u011fi sonsuzluk sevgi \u00f6\u011fretisi bir ya\u015fam arma\u011fan\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funun babay\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fa a\u00e7mas\u0131 ancak bir milat olarak alg\u0131lanabilinir.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fam\u0131n bir arma\u011fan oldu\u011funu ve bunun fark\u0131na vararak ya\u015fama zorunlulu\u011fu bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funun babas\u0131na partnerli\u011fi ile olurmu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Her \u015fey avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131nca ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>2 \u015eubat 1995\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Benim milad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fclhan \/ NationalTurk<\/strong><\/p>\n<!-- Error, Advert is not available at this time due to schedule\/geolocation restrictions! -->\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NationalTurk yorumcusu M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fclhan&#8217;\u0131n bu haftaki &#8216;K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n avu\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131&#8217; 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