{"id":206039,"date":"2015-02-13T10:51:40","date_gmt":"2015-02-13T08:51:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/?p=206039"},"modified":"2015-02-13T10:51:40","modified_gmt":"2015-02-13T08:51:40","slug":"bir-kadini-sevmek-206039","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/bir-kadini-sevmek-206039\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir Kad\u0131n\u0131 Sevmek"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"M\u00fcsl\u00fcmNationalTurk yorumcusu M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fclhan’\u0131n ‘Bir Kad\u0131n\u0131 Sevmek’ ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131;<\/h1>\n

2014 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen 257 kad\u0131n\u0131n an\u0131s\u0131na…<\/p>\n

\u201cAh seni anlatabilsem seni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Kad\u0131n\u0131 anlatamazs\u0131n onu severek ya\u015fars\u0131n ve \u00f6\u011frenirsin\u2026<\/p>\n

Bo\u011faz\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenir, tutulur kal\u0131rs\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Tek ba\u015f\u0131nas\u0131nd\u0131r, kal\u0131rs\u0131n tek ba\u015f\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n

Mesela kendinin can al\u0131c\u0131 noktas\u0131nda fark\u0131na varmadan istersin demli ve \u015fekersiz bir \u00e7ay.<\/p>\n

\u00d6nce dalars\u0131n\u2026 Bir \u00e7ay\u0131n deminin damakta b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 tad\u0131 al\u0131rs\u0131n ve onu bulursun, sevdi\u011fin kad\u0131n\u0131 bulursun, sonra o tad\u0131 unutmamak i\u00e7in \u00e7ay\u0131 bitirmek istemezsin, onda sonsuzlu\u011fu ya\u015famak istersin, \u00e7ay\u0131n demindeki sonsuzlu\u011fu.<\/p>\n

Bir mek\u00e2nda bulursun onu, kokusunu\u2026<\/p>\n

Her sohbette onun konu\u015fuldu\u011funu zannedersin ve istersin herkesin onu sana anlatmas\u0131n\u0131, onu sevmenin do\u011frulu\u011funu ve mek\u00e2n\u0131n ona nas\u0131l \u015fahitlik yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirsin.<\/p>\n

Onunla kadehlerdeki sohbetin ve kahkahan\u0131n nas\u0131l bulunmaz bir nimet oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131rs\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Kadehin ba\u015f\u0131ndaki sevgiyi bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o an\u0131n sana sunulan \u00f6zel bir nimet oldu\u011funu bilirsin bilmesine de o b\u00f6b\u00fcrlenerek etrafa bakma arzusu; sanki \u201cSizler buna \u015fahittiniz\u201d der gibi bak\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde bulunmak sana verilen bir l\u00fckst\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Sokakta bulursun onu;<\/p>\n

Herkeste onu bulursun: kar\u015f\u0131dan kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7enlerde, parkta oturanlarda, kahvenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde sohbet edenlerde, arabayla \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7enlerde hep onu g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Herkesin onun maskesini takt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 zannedersin ve \u00e7ocuklu annede onu bulursun, mutlu olursun \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc herkesin senin onu sevdi\u011fin ad\u0131na ortak karar oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u00fcn… Korkars\u0131n o maskelere dokunmaya arkas\u0131ndan ba\u015fka biri \u00e7\u0131kacak diye\u2026<\/p>\n

Korkars\u0131n onsuz kalman\u0131n dayan\u0131lmaz hafifli\u011finde.<\/p>\n

Her \u015fey bulant\u0131 ile ba\u015flar\u2026<\/p>\n

Buhrana d\u00f6ner her \u015fey.<\/p>\n

Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n yerden kesildi\u011fini hissedersin, art\u0131k \u00e7aresizlik ve h\u00fcz\u00fcn t\u00fcm v\u00fccudunu sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bir yandan ki mutlulu\u011funu bilirsin ama v\u00fccudun ac\u0131y\u0131 bir kere kabul etmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n

Titrersin onsuz kalman\u0131n \u00e7aresizli\u011fi ile\u2026<\/p>\n

Kalbinin yerinden \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedersin\u2026<\/p>\n

Yere yat\u0131p k\u0131vr\u0131lmak istersin kalbinin \u00fcst\u00fcne\u2026<\/p>\n

Hele onu g\u00f6rmek ve ona sar\u0131lmak: cennetin l\u00fctuf etti\u011fi yery\u00fcz\u00fc temas\u0131d\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

Onu g\u00f6rmenin tarifinin bir ayette sakl\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilirsin, bilirsin tanr\u0131lar\u0131n ona neden k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131; yarat\u0131lan erke\u011fin kad\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki \u00e7aresizli\u011finin tanr\u0131lar\u0131n bile kabul etmeyece\u011fi de\u011fer oldu\u011funu\u2026<\/p>\n

Hele do\u011furganl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yok mu; ger\u00e7ek anlamdaki yaratma \u00f6zelli\u011fi belki yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde yok edilme gerek\u00e7esidir!<\/p>\n

Do\u011fan\u0131n ya\u015fam i\u015fleyi\u015fini sevginle birle\u015ftirir\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015fin \u201cbahtiyar\u0131m\u201d demeni sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmurda h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc bulursun\u2026<\/p>\n

Her \u00e7i\u00e7ek sevginin renkleridir.<\/p>\n

\u2026Ve bir kad\u0131n\u0131 sevmek bir \u015fiirdir.<\/p>\n

Mayakovski\u2019nin Liliye olan sadakatini ve nas\u0131l \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne ba\u011fl\u0131 hissetti\u011fini anlars\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

N\u00e2z\u0131m\u2019\u0131 anlars\u0131n Piraye\u2019de\u2026<\/p>\n

Sar\u0131lmak istersin ac\u0131mas\u0131zca, k\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 istersin t\u00fcm kabuklar\u0131n\u0131n bir daha kendine gelmemek \u00fczere yok olmas\u0131n\u0131 istersin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\u0130nk\u00e2r etmek, direnmek istersin ama neyin nereye kadar oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fin ve dayanamayaca\u011f\u0131n bir isyan\u0131 bast\u0131rmak istersin.<\/p>\n

Bir kad\u0131n\u0131 sevmek ac\u0131yla y\u00fczle\u015fmektir. Bu sevginin diyalekti\u011fidir.<\/p>\n

Bir kad\u0131n\u0131 sevmek i\u00e7inde ikinci bir insanla ya\u015famakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Gitti\u011finde bile onu seversin.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcme inat!<\/p>\n

M\u00fcsl\u00fcm G\u00fclhan \/ NationalTurk<\/strong><\/p>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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