Metiner’in yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle;<\/strong><\/p>\n “D\u00fcnyevile\u015ftik\u00e7e y\u00fcrek yan\u0131m\u0131z zay\u0131fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Emellerimiz art\u0131k\u00e7a, amellerimiz eksiliyor.<\/p>\n Nefsimiz her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn azg\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Nefsimize gem vuracak y\u00fcre\u011fimiz kirlerle ve g\u00fcnahlarla \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc.<\/p>\n O y\u00fczden nefsimize yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz.<\/p>\n Kimimiz \u015fu \u00f6l\u00e7ekte, kimimiz bu \u00f6l\u00e7ekte.<\/p>\n Ama bir bi\u00e7imde nefsimize yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz.<\/p>\n Utanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar yap\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fdirecek g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Birimiz y\u00fckselmek i\u00e7in di\u011ferinin aya\u011f\u0131na bas\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Daha \u00e7ok y\u00fckselme h\u0131rs\u0131 dur durak bilmiyor.<\/p>\n Daha \u00e7ok kazanma h\u0131rs\u0131 yiyip bitiriyor o pak y\u00fcreklerimizi.<\/p>\n Kutsallar\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7o\u011fu kez s\u00f6zde kal\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Pratik hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u015fekillendiren ger\u00e7ekler \u00fczerinden yeni ilkeler ihdas etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda giderek kendimiz olmaktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n Hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kutsallar\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6re tanzim edece\u011fimize, s\u00fcr\u00fcklendi\u011fimiz yeni hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 me\u015frula\u015ft\u0131racak yeni ilkeler ve arg\u00fcmanlar \u00fcretiyoruz.<\/p>\n Giderek kendimiz olmaktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n Bir ba\u015fka \u015feye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz.<\/p>\n Kendimizle birlikte yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da kaybediyoruz.<\/p>\n En yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n Ge\u00e7mi\u015f hayat\u0131ma bak\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n \u00c7ok daha \u00e7etin ko\u015fullarda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00e7ok daha k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015fartlarda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o eski hayat\u0131ma.<\/p>\n Eski hayat\u0131m\u0131 kutsallar\u0131ma daha uygun buluyorum.<\/p>\n O eski hayat\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n \u00dczerime g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fdu\u011funda ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m sabah namaz\u0131 i\u00e7in y\u00fcre\u011fimin parampar\u00e7a oldu\u011fu, o eski hayat\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n Karde\u015fimin nefsini kendi nefsime tercih etti\u011fim o eski g\u00fcnlerimi ar\u0131yorum \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n Nefsime yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp, en ufak bir g\u00fcnah i\u015fledi\u011fimde y\u00fcrekten a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o eski hayat\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n Yerimde olmay\u0131 isteyen ne \u00e7ok insan oldu\u011funun fark\u0131nday\u0131m elbet.<\/p>\n Oysa ben o eski Mehmet Metiner\u2019i ar\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 bilmem.<\/p>\n Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 da kendim gibi g\u00f6rerek su\u00e7lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zinhar san\u0131lmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n Bu benim ki\u015fisel ser\u00fcvenim.<\/p>\n Bu benim ki\u015fisel halet-i ruhiyem.<\/p>\n Bu benim ki\u015fisel m\u00fclahazam.<\/p>\n Ve i\u015fte buradan apa\u00e7\u0131k ilan ediyorum:<\/p>\n Pi\u015fman\u0131m.<\/p>\n Sevaplar\u0131m g\u00fcnahlar\u0131mdan daha fazla olsa bile pi\u015fman\u0131m, kimi yap\u0131p ettiklerimden dolay\u0131.<\/p>\n Eksikliklerim, yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131m ve g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m boynumu b\u00fck\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n Y\u00fcre\u011fim \u00e7o\u011fu kez kan\u0131yor o y\u00fczden.<\/p>\n \u0130\u00e7inize sirayet etmi\u015f g\u00fcnah mikroplar\u0131 kolayca temizlenmiyor ne yaz\u0131k ki…<\/p>\n Af diliyorum.<\/p>\n Ki\u015fisel yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131mdan, eksikliklerimden ve g\u00fcnahlar\u0131mdan dolay\u0131 Rabb\u2019imden af diliyorum.<\/p>\n Bug\u00fcne kadar incitti\u011fim herkesten af diliyorum.<\/p>\n Dilimle incitti\u011fim herkesten af diliyorum.<\/p>\n Kul hakk\u0131 i\u00e7in Allah\u2019\u0131n kullar\u0131ndan af diliyorum.<\/p>\n Yak\u0131nlar\u0131mdan ve c\u00fcmle dostlar\u0131mdan af diliyorum.<\/p>\n \u0130nan\u0131n sevgili dostlar; d\u00fcnyal\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey, nefsan\u00ee hi\u00e7bir \u015fey, hakiki bir imanla dolu y\u00fcrek huzuru kadar de\u011ferli de\u011fildir.”<\/p>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" AKP’nin en sivri dilli isimlerinden \u0130stanbul Milletvekili Mehmet Metiner, Star gazetesinde kaleme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131nda “Nefsimiz her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn azg\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor.\u00a0Nefsimize gem vuracak y\u00fcre\u011fimiz kirlerle ve g\u00fcnahlarla \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc” diyerek af diledi. Metiner’in yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle; “D\u00fcnyevile\u015ftik\u00e7e y\u00fcrek yan\u0131m\u0131z zay\u0131fl\u0131yor. Emellerimiz art\u0131k\u00e7a, amellerimiz eksiliyor. Nefsimiz her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn azg\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor. Nefsimize gem vuracak y\u00fcre\u011fimiz kirlerle ve g\u00fcnahlarla \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc. O y\u00fczden …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":243261,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6155,5005,6667,6202,349],"tags":[85806,26307],"class_list":["post-243260","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundem","category-manset","category-medya","category-politika","category-son-dakika","tag-mehmet-metiner","tag-star"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/243260","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=243260"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/243260\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/243261"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=243260"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=243260"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=243260"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}