{"id":77000,"date":"2011-07-25T11:58:01","date_gmt":"2011-07-25T08:58:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/?p=77000"},"modified":"2019-03-28T10:13:13","modified_gmt":"2019-03-28T07:13:13","slug":"ask-cocugu-leonardo-ask-acisi-5193","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nationalturk.com\/tr\/ask-cocugu-leonardo-ask-acisi-5193\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cA\u015fk \u00c7ocu\u011fu\u201d Leonardo, a\u015fk ac\u0131s\u0131yla yanarken\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sevgi G\u00fcrtuna ‘n\u0131n bu haftaki “A\u015fk \u00c7ocu\u011fu Leonardo, a\u015fk ac\u0131s\u0131yla yanarken\u2026” adl\u0131 makalesini sizlerle payla\u015f\u0131yoruz;<\/h1>\n

\u201cA\u015fk \u00c7ocu\u011fu\u201d Leonardo, a\u015fk ac\u0131s\u0131yla yanarken\u2026<\/h2>\n

\u201cA\u015fk var m\u0131 Tanr\u0131m?<\/p>\n

Varsa, \u015funun gibi mi?<\/p>\n

Mesela benim, senin yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131n her \u015feyin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda aptal olmam gibi mi?<\/p>\n

A\u015fk, senin yaratma tutkun kadar sa\u011flam bir tutkuya sahip olmak m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Ya da a\u015fk senin kadar cesur olmak m\u0131?<\/p>\n

T\u00fcm art\u0131lar\u0131 ve eksileri yan yana koyacak kadar!<\/p>\n

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Sandro Botticelli<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Ben Leonardo,<\/h3>\n

\u00c7ok kan d\u00f6k\u00fcyorum kendime, akan kan i\u00e7imin topraklar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcp kuruyor. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk gibi g\u00f6lgenin kokusuna s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yorum, o kadar sana muhta\u00e7. Senin hayat kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duru\u015fun \u00e7ok seviyeli ve so\u011fuk g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Oysa \u015funu da i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e biliyorum ki, bu asl\u0131nda bana kar\u015f\u0131 duru\u015fun. Bu davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00fczerime alacak cesareti bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan m\u0131d\u0131r nedir? hayata kar\u015f\u0131 tavr\u0131na yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

Sanki Tanr\u0131lar ya\u011fmurdan bir pelerini, hayal etmesi imkans\u0131z omuzlar\u0131na atm\u0131\u015f, bu \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 pelerinin eteklerine tak\u0131l\u0131 tutkuyla \u00fczerimizde dola\u015f\u0131yor ve ard\u0131ndan sonsuz ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla onu \u00fczerimize b\u0131rak\u0131yor. B\u0131rak\u0131\u015f durumunu l\u00fctuf olarak nitelendirdim. L\u00fctuf yaln\u0131zca ikimizin olacak bir \u00fclkenin \u00f6ncesini ve sonras\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zla kaplad\u0131.. .<\/p>\n

Ne do\u011fu, ne bat\u0131, ne kuzey, ne g\u00fcney dinlesin beni! Leonardo olman\u0131n en ac\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tak\u0131yorum i\u015fte boynuna. Ey a\u015fk\u0131m, d\u00f6n bak y\u00fcre\u011fine: Nas\u0131l da s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z! Ta\u015fmaktan m\u0131 korkuyorsun yata\u011f\u0131ndan bir nehir gibi? \u0130\u015fte sen, ac\u0131y\u0131 tercih ederken mutlulu\u011fu, zengini tercih ederken yoksulu, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc tercih ederken ya\u015fam\u0131, resmi tercih ederken bilimi g\u00f6rmezden geliyorsun.<\/p>\n

A\u015fk\u0131m, \u015fehvetin kirlili\u011finden uzakta bir yerde duruyor.<\/h3>\n

Ate\u015fli bir arzunun itkisiyle, oyunbaz do\u011fan\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcrl\u00fc, \u00e7e\u015fitli bi\u00e7imlerin bollu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in yan\u0131p tutu\u015farak ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Ruhun tutkusu \u015fehveti atar; benim sana olan a\u015fk\u0131m, \u015fehvetin kirlili\u011finden uzakta bir yerde duruyor. E\u011fer a\u015fk\u0131n nesnesi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131ksa, a\u015f\u0131k da al\u00e7al\u0131r. E\u011fer \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn senin i\u00e7in \u00f6nemliyse, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u015fk\u0131n hapishanesi oldu\u011funu ke\u015ffedemezsin. E\u011fer yaln\u0131zsan, kendinin her \u015feyisindir. \u015eu an \u00e7ok \u00e7aresizim ve bir \u00e7aresiz nas\u0131l resmedilir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyorum. Kabuslar\u0131mda yeni ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma, gece karanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n su\u00e7 ortakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ba\u015flamay\u0131 planlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalarla sava\u015f\u0131yorlar. Sanki hen\u00fcz bitmemi\u015f bu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 yar\u0131m b\u0131rakarak cezaland\u0131r\u0131yorum; tamamlanmadan tarihin iradesine b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir\u00e7ok eser\u2026<\/p>\n

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Venus<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

E\u011fer erdemli ve iyi bir insanla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131rsan, onu kendinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rma!<\/h4>\n

Kendi kendine konu\u015fan bir deliyi and\u0131r\u0131yorum de\u011fil mi Sandro? Aram\u0131zda hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fim bir \u015fekilde ba\u015flayan tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131, sana olan hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131m nedeniyle yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rabilirdim, ama olmad\u0131! An\u0131lar\u0131ma kar\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi\u011fin duyars\u0131zl\u0131k beni \u00fcz\u00fcyor. \u015eaka da olsa, b\u00f6ylesine sald\u0131rmamal\u0131yd\u0131n bana. Kendimi sana bu kadar a\u00e7makla hata m\u0131 ettim? Her kendimi a\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131m, ideal bir hayata ula\u015fma arzumun k\u00f6r\u00fckledi\u011fi bir hatad\u0131r belki de! Seninle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda beni affetti\u011fine dair bir bak\u0131\u015f sezebilecek miyim g\u00f6zlerinde? Kaderin kestirilemez do\u011fas\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hayat\u00ee bir soru daha i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyeli \u00e7ok uzun zaman oldu Sandro ile. Bu zaman\u0131 deli gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak doldurdum. Biri bitmeden di\u011ferinin \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na ko\u015fuyorum ate\u015fe d\u00f6nen pervaneler gibi. Onu unutmak! Tek derdim onu unutmak! Duyular topra\u011fa aittir, ak\u0131lsa kendi i\u00e7ine kapal\u0131. \u0130\u015fte bu nedenle topra\u011fa g\u00f6mece\u011fim ikimize ait ne varsa! E\u011fer erdemli ve iyi bir insanla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131rsan, onu kendinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rma. Onu onurland\u0131r, onu \u00f6yle onurland\u0131r ki senden ka\u00e7mas\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n

Serge Bramly, Leonardo da Vinci (\u00e7ev: Asena Sarvan-Can Utku), Agora Kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u0130stanbul 2005<\/pre>\n
Funda Aks\u00fct, Dahiler ve A\u015fklar\u0131 (haz: \u00d6zcan Erdo\u011fan), \u0130karos Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, \u0130stanbul 2008<\/pre>\n
Sevgi G\u00fcrtuna<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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